i finished the grind and felt nothing

so i actually did it. maxed the fruits i cared about, ground mastery til my thumb hurt, pushed all the way to third sea, unlocked an awakening, the whole hyped endgame everyone keeps chasing. and standing there at the finish line i felt... nothing. thats the part nobody warns you about with these games. the fun was never at the top, it was the little dopamine hit of the number moving, and the second the number stops you realize you traded a hundred hours for a costume and a stat line. blox fruits is honestly one of the better built grinds on roblox, i said as much in my review, it has real content. but a better built grind is still a grind, and a grind is just a treadmill with nicer graphics. im not even mad at the game. im a little mad at myself. anyway, logging off to go touch grass, which feels weirdly appropriate. maybe ill feel something out there.